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20 September 2010 @ 03:39 am
don't bother to read...unless you actually care  
Don't bother to read...unless you actually care... I am having so mixed up feelings at the moment! I am hating myself and everyone seems to dislike *hate* me already! *sighs* anyway I am thinking of leaving the fandom for awhile! starting from next week If I could! I need to focus on my studying and my life! I want to achieve something big in my life! and build up my life the way I am hoping it to become! so I wish everyone understand my decision! Its not like I won't be around anymore! but it will be kinda of hard to me to keep up with everything and everyone's updates! that also means I can't continue providing or sharing anything in the mean time! though I have lots of things I was hoping to share! As for my graphics that has to stop for awhile my next batch will be the last for I don't know how long! and Kame_World means a lot to me and I feel like I am betraying it and turning my back on it! and that hurts a lot! but everyone have real life that is affecting him\her. I will try to keep on checking it! and I was hoping I could discuss this with the mods but I couldn't! Sorry guys! *bows*

To those who added me without commenting don't be upset if I don't add you back without you introducing yourself first its really that simple! And to those who insulted me in a lot of ways I hope you are very proud of yourself and are very happy! all I can say Thank You! and Goodbye!

P.S I Love you my f-list forever! Don't forget that ever ne! :D
I know myself and I can't be gone very long! XD
Current Location: on my bed!
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: Silent Night - Gackt
Christina: Kame159chrisrenheb on September 20th, 2010 12:50 am (UTC)
Darlin' you're not betraying anyone.
Take a hiatus, concentrate on something else for awhile, however long you need.
You have really excellent mods at Kame_World that can handle it for a time.
If you need me, I'm here.
And your f-list loves you back.
jacinthe86jacinthe86 on September 20th, 2010 01:09 am (UTC)

Take the time you need......you know you can talk to me if you need to :D
Sole Sakuma: franz/albertsolesakuma on September 20th, 2010 01:44 am (UTC)
It's perfectly okay to take a break if fandom is not being fun and/or life gets busy. :)

So good luuuck!
r1onr1on on September 20th, 2010 02:23 am (UTC)
~~~~ *hugs* dear!!

you did a awesome job at kame_world ☆

I'm sorry you had to put with disrespect from some ppl ~

I wish you luck in all you do p(^^)q ~ we will miss you (* ^)(*^.^*)
~irini~ladysakurai on September 20th, 2010 03:06 am (UTC)
Its good to take a break, sometime its even necessary. A balance for real life & fandom life is perfect. You still realized the importance of both, and thats to be admired :)
Take your time sorting things out ne... dont stress out too much. Fandom will always be here anyways :) See you when you get back dear (^_^) xoxo
granity20granity20 on September 20th, 2010 03:26 am (UTC)
girl, although they said not so nice things about you just let them be! after all, one bad thing said to you is not enough to erase the good things A LOT of people said to you too!
mia_chan88: Gackkumia_chan88 on September 20th, 2010 03:34 am (UTC)

its Okay Dear ! its life no one can be blamed any fangirl /fandom needs some break
i support your decision ,you`ll be missed dearly but you have to do your best or i may haunt you lol بالتوفيق انشالله اخر سنة ثانوية صح ؟
Mods & F-list loves you ~Photobucket
KAMEMAMAjk_no_koi on September 20th, 2010 03:46 am (UTC)
That's the way of life.
We have to study, have to work and so many things that we have to do.
So, do whatever you have to do with your best ^___^

ღ~♥ Yuki ♥~ღ: ayukame_kiyumi on September 20th, 2010 04:38 am (UTC)
hey~ its good that you have thought about it that way and I will support you~ do whatever you deem is right, afterall, its your life~ :)
Good luck and I'll miss you~ will always be here if you need me~ :) *hugs*
Take care ya!
marlenemmarlenem on September 20th, 2010 04:45 am (UTC)
I'm sorry if someone has been mean to you again :(( *hugs*
It's ok to go on a hiatus and focus on your life a little :) Good luck achieving your dreams but don't forget there're going to be people here who'd welcome you back with a huge smile on their face :)
カカカカカオル☆: jin angelkaoru_yubiwa on September 20th, 2010 05:41 am (UTC)
awwwww.. you really have to go?! /sulks

I'm wishing you all the best in your life~ I'm gonna miss you Soul dear.. T_T
mrs_tanakamrs_koki on September 20th, 2010 05:46 am (UTC)

I don't understand how u came to conclusion to everyone hates u and that you're betraying anyone.....*scratches head*

Take all the time u need, we love u and we're here for you anytime u need us. Kame_Word will be fine while u concentrate on your life, sweetie so don't worry about it....okay? *gives reassuring smile*
ann456ann456 on September 20th, 2010 10:22 am (UTC)
I understad Dear at your age there are a lot of important descicions to make and sometimes you have to step back and take a good look at your life before deciding what to do next! Good luck with whatever you decide to do I will think of you with kind thoughts always! "Huggles" Ann.P.S. If you ever want to talk outside of LJ my email address is annmingham@hotmail.co.uk or on Facebook I'm Ann Mingham.
Okita~okiita on September 20th, 2010 12:22 pm (UTC)
I understand you perfectly, because I did the same. And I can tell you it really is a great thing. :) My life changed a lot after I got my first job, and I started to have other priorities and change. I'm sure that's also going to happen to you. Don't worry and just do what you think it's right! :D Good luck!
Spring: Jin ♥ lovespringswan on September 20th, 2010 02:08 pm (UTC)
Don't say you hate yourself. :(
You have done nothing wrong so don't hate yourself.
It makes me sad to herarr you say that.
You take all time you need from fandom and it's not betraying to have real life and wanting to actually live it and focus your efforts to it.

Just promise that you will be on msn sometimes, alright? or on Skype. Cuz... yeah. you know.
♥ *big tight hug*

PS. Don't give a fuck of what those braindead people say, cuz we love you for real no matter what. ♥
Numix: peacegagulan on September 20th, 2010 03:39 pm (UTC)
*Hug you tight*
There will always something that block you road of life~ Face it & I hope you will not let that rock slow you down or make you unhappy~

Welcome back soon~
mila ☆shirayuki1582 on September 20th, 2010 07:19 pm (UTC)
hey sweety... yeah I noticed that you were kinda upset or maybe not upset... but I sensed something I cant put into words. I meant to ask you about it....

Ne... I understand you need a break. Seriously. And I think its good you want to dedicate yourself to real life for now. I think all your real friends will understand!

If you allow me I will help as much as I can to take care of kame_world. It means a lot to me... that place. Its still my fav community. So you dont have to worry about it ne? Let me know.

Someone insulted you???? omg!

I'm always here for you if you need someone ne? Even if you're not into fandom right now we are still friends...ne?

Ganbattne. I think KT themselves would encourage you to go your way.

HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON THO! *hugs tight* Miss you.
Jane_Tjane_t4 on September 20th, 2010 09:25 pm (UTC)
ايمانتي حبيبتي T__T
It's ok :)
كلنا من بين فترة وفترة لازم ناخد راحة XD
والله يوفقك ويفتح عليكي في دراستك وان شاء الله نشوفك دكتورة اد الدنيا :>
وازا تبغي احد تتكلمي معاه انا هنا :(
ومح ننقطع عن بعض صح ؟؟ حنكلم بعض دايمن T_T
Luv u souly <3 good luck
Kazuya: kame's hugkazuyachan on September 27th, 2010 12:04 am (UTC)
HUGHGGGG!!! whenever you read this you know I HUG YAH!!!
Feeling sad you have to made this decision and I totally understand
real life is harsh that's why we are here yet sometimes
we don't even have time to catch up with both
I bascally dedicated my time off on lj if I can which is hard
I need to attain to other things as well
lj is like a hobby and sometimes we do grow out of our hobby and move onto the next
ts thaose stage of life
still its part of our precious memories along the way
remember kizuna
we hardly talk but we are still friends
I appreciate that that much Arigato
as long as its in our hearts
its ok to move on this place this time will never disappear ne
Hope everything ok with you
Gnabatte and Love yourself!!!!;p